I is definitely a ratu air mata since becoming a bridezilla. Semua benda instead of marah-marah lagi senang menangis kot which now lagi menjadi-jadi. But that's not the point. I'm just making a statement since I think ratio I menangis lebih banyak daripada I marah-marah nowadays. So here I am, typing a blog post at 10.46p.m (which felt more like 2a.m here) at SDMC Subang Jaya while looking after Encik Rocker, yes and yes I seriously wanna cry everytime saya bercakap or looked at him. :'(
Seriously now I know the feeling when you're uncertain about something (e.g. Encik Rocker's condition) and you do not know what to expect next or perhaps what's happening inside (the operation theatre). And it was kinda frustrated and I felt helpless especially when nobody's around and you're alone in the waiting room and there's no one there to update you about Encik Rocker's condition. :( Oh again saya rasa nak menangis lagi.
Well anyway, whatever la kan? I managed to pujuk the whoever in charge that I wanna stay with him and she said "sure Puan, boleh-boleh." :D
*I think I don't even understand what I'm typing right now. Excuse me for that since I'm really exhausted today.
**Oh btw, Encik Rocker baru lepas menjalani a surgery and so far he's fine.
As for a note to Encik Rocker: I heart you, I love you and I won't leave you. Get well soon! And I have a big surprise for you. :)